29 September 2011

Overwhelmed

Yes I am.

Everything seems to be happening all at the same time. I'm not complaining. I think I never complain that much. If I can take it all in, I will (SIDE NOTE: I really should learn how to say NO).

But then I tell myself, I've been through a lot of things more complicated than this. So I am not giving up without a fight. I know I can do this. If no one will pat me on my back, I'll do it myself. I can reach my back anyway.

Photo pick-me-upper: Lewis pushing me towards the fountain.

16 September 2011

Surrender

I succumb to the pits of loneliness tonight
Release my grip and let the mask of pretend fall
Along with what I thought were pillars of strength
Slowly crumbles until none is left

- Miko 16/09/11